... Dissociate? Like having an out of body experience? Or unreality? [he pauses] I don't believe that being from a "fictional" universe makes us fake. One day.... One day I'm going to find a world where the Foundation is fictional.
Derealization, I suppose... like this is all just a dream, that I'm a real person in a cell at Resurgam, dreaming about murders and the Foundation. There's an actual diagnosis of derealization/depersonalization disorder in the DSM-5, it's a neurosis. It's... I guess I'm just having difficulty processing the fact that someone created me specifically to suffer repeated traumas.
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30/4/19 04:43 (UTC)[though that does a concern for Shadow]
... Dissociate? Like having an out of body experience? Or unreality? [he pauses] I don't believe that being from a "fictional" universe makes us fake. One day.... One day I'm going to find a world where the Foundation is fictional.
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30/4/19 05:04 (UTC)[Yeah, that's kind of a kick in the ass.]